I guess I'll write here since woohu is not up now.

Today was...It's a lot harder to write this down than think it.

                      Ifeel

                                            l     o

                                                 n                          l

                                                              e                      y

               and very mixed up.

I'm not doing well at anything. I'm forgetting e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g and not doing homework and I'm -n -e -g -a -t -i -v -e in my account by three hundred dollars. I owe a bunch of people money and disappoint everyone else. I'm late everywhere and can't remember how to organize. Welcome is foriegn. People see me so rarely, they apparently can't deal with me for more than t1e0n minutes. I am sucking socially, financially, in efficiancy, and organizationally.

And so, I'm hating me right now.

people mean gossip. it's not like age changes things at all, either.

you go into kindergarten and soon susie has made your AM accident "snack time gossip".

and when you get to sixth grade, you and your newest crush are "mall gossip".

move into jr high school and your weekend endevours become "note passed gossip"

that doesnt change when you get into high school.

once you enter college, you fear being "pre-class hallway gossip".

but it doesnt end there.

in a job, you'll be the "coffee break gossip",

or if you do something really dumb, "holiday party gossip".

in the off time, you might be "bowling league gossip".

retire, and you may get away from it.

or you'll become "tuesday tea time gossip" or "euchre table gossip".

of course, it'll end with your death.

unless one of your friends is alive.

looks like you'll have to take them all down with you.